Woar ... FINALLY SUN! EEEEEENDLIIIIICH! Ey man, I'm glad! It's been really nice and warm. The rain has really pissed me before. Above all, ALL in Germany had sun. Not only Munich. Naaa toooooooll!
Today I also melt again. And it is first degree by 9 clock in the morning. Well ... ne nice cool shower and then goes away.
This week was different but still hot. It was clean busy. On Monday I had a test certificate, which I of course with a little question answered correctly. Ergo: I can repeat it. Crap. For that I have met on this day a nice fellow, who usually works in Augsburg. So I've never seen before. She has also done a test just to keep existing contrast to me. Oh well. We were then still n beer fizzle and then again everything was good.
On Thursday I got a call that my boss is no longer part of the company. Only so much about this: satisfaction is not. It could be other ways and means necessary, which can also be painful but instructive. Too bad. But since I do not know what else since departed, I leave it now, just then another.
Well .. and then I had the day before yesterday and yesterday's experience with a super genius God. God did so with me his way to talk to me. I like that. I gave him the day before just poured my heart and said what left me so annoy and have the correct air times. Have called out to Jesus and said that he help me but your time and to heal my inner wounds. I was so not in the mood more. It all the time pain to carry around a shit on me! I must always fight for everything and I will melt in your fingers. I always had the feeling of not enough. Boar, I was pissed! At all. At all!
had later spoken with someone. Without that I took the above-mentioned scene in nature or in the first place wanted to talk about it, developed the interview towards "inner wounds". I thought, "okay. God. Then, when we are already there. I'm just curious! "It was very cool. We have prayed together and I have forgiven people for the first time that caused my inner wounds by they expressed things about me or me with their kind just created a sense of inadequacy. Then I forgive myself that I believed that shit yet, so all this could the first time ever grow in me! Then we have the time ripped out, as I've cursed that thing in me and I said: this thing, what's grown to wither from the roots! It does not bear good fruit! At this moment I already felt much better and I was able to thank Jesus for the first time for what he makes Sun AND: He has answered my prayer from the top. And indeed, promptly.
God then said to me (like an inner voice, but not my own) that I am his child, he called me by my name, and loves me. He also said that he will blot out my pain. Wow! The time was really a horny thing!
Yesterday morning I was in such an event, which means 24 / 1. Since it was a matter that it's simply a space that is open 24 hours, where to go and can be quiet and just can converse with God. Because stations were so well established. A, where for others could thank one was where a guitar could sing where, one where you could get rid of very heavy workpieces, etc. The aim was to experience God. Well, yes. There was also a station with such gifts on a table. I pulled a gift. Under the gift was a note with a verse from the Bible. The saying was:
"The truth is, you are enough, you can do, through the power of you strong. God loves you, even if you are weak, that you do not have to be there anymore, his gift to you. "(Ephesians 3:20)
Woar, I was blown away. Because it was in my prayer exactly on top of it! It was precisely at this' not enough be. And that I must always fight to have and all that I for recognition has stunk so much! And because God has spoken once concretely and precisely as scheduled! And I feel free at last! YEAH! God has confirmed his words again! I can really just thank God!
And if you think you want something never happened, then did you really cut! If you call out to Jesus and says that he will help you, then makes the too! Whether you know him now and, subsequent to or not! It really does not matter really! He is never idle! Sometimes it's not enough to call once and you're fine already. This "already fit" is then fully in the way! Listen not to call until he has saved you! Do not stop! He will help you. But until you know for certain that the help is really from him! He can not kidding! He wants to reach the heart. That is his goal!
